Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dealing with it

People ask how I'm getting by, how I'm dealing with everything. I know that I started grieving the day we found out Stacie was sick. That was about 3 years ago. Not that I'm done, I just have gone through alot of grief already.

Tammie took the pictures played at the visitation and added some others she had. They are posted on her facebook. I hadn't seen some of those pics. It's great to see her face from earlier in the year when she still looked like herself.

Stacie had ALOT of personality. She was funny and fiesty. She kept me in line when needed and she loved me completely. She was awesome and I miss her tremendously.

Most days I do well. Though I miss her so much, I'm mostly glad that she's not suffering any more. Her suffering progressed her last 6-8 months. There are days when I realize that I'm down. There are times when I get irritable with friends or coworkers for seemingly no reason.

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